Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow (Or Somewhere in Between)

from what has become
to savour only the adrenaline
from what was of yesterday
and whats gone for today
gone forever tomorrow

and it all fits in
he was yesterday;
she is today
i am tomorrow, or somewhere in between

now i wish the adrenaline was saved for last

and somewhere in between
marks pauses
defiance
inactivity
insincerity

and some adrenaline

and the silouettes from yesterday
will haunt today
and torture tomorrow

but somewhere in between
the lines draw thin
spared from the echoing chamber of lights
blinding for all to see
captivating for all to turn away

he had been yesterday
she was today

i am tomorrow, or somewhere in between

Inside Out

sometimes
all you need
is to hear your own thoughts

everything
ever so still now
clothes parting
sun setting
moon rising

and its like drowning in a sea
when the water is just up to your ankles

so hear me out now

i may never be free from the world
but, as the darkness grows heavy
somewhere in there
i know there's light

its not your fault
that nothing ever grows

and days pass
and we're not growing any younger

soon
it'll be time
for our eyes to open

maybe mine is open
maybe yours are

maybe our lives
are just looking from the inside

out

Every day, Every Minute, Every Second

no one knows
how much i miss you
every day, every minute
every second

no one knows
that i think of you
every day, every minute
all the time

every knows
that once in a while
he creeps into my mind
like a ripple
across the surface of my mind
every minute
every second

no one knows
that once i start
i cant stop
the thought of us
from crossing
the barrier of my mind
every second
every minute

no one knows
when you're around
time only exists
in mili-seconds

only i know
that i want you
to be there
in my head
every day
every minute
every second

and no one knows
when you left
you took part of me away
that day
that minute
that second

Let go (Always Part 2)

making up your mind
the key to your future

and moving on
to leave something behind

and
just as always
i struggle
because you've proved to me
always isn't eternity

its just the wait for you

thrown away, just for winning a day

in the darkness of the world
i find you
in the darkness of the world
i scream out to you

letting you go
is impossible
hard

letting you go
means i wont be there as much for you anymore

letting you go
means we aren't meant for each other
right now; right then

letting you go
means taking a piece of my heart away

now
its all quiet
and im all alone
thinking, reflecting; brooding

sometimes
all you need
is to hear your own voice again

The Wait

all thats left
is what we have found
dropped from our heart's black box

i've learned
goodbyes will always hurt
and memories
will always be there
with me

cherished, burned
and my whole being struggles
and waits

the truth is all i need to know

confusion is all i need to throw

and in my heart's black box
love is all that needs to grow

Breaking Reality

breaking reality like breaking you

cuz all through the day
shadows faded but you

never changing
ever sustaining

looking past the day
to get through the night

breaking reality

like breaking you

Fray

in forgiveness we place trust
and in trust we place hope

in hope we place
the simplest of longing
the deepest of hurt

the world is too wide
for my life to end
too young to die
too old to live

too scared to will, to love
fraying at the side of us